First time in 16 years, I get to experience
for a few days the meaning of being home alone while my boys are on vacation
with my sister. My free time is always
spent with my boys, and if one of them is away then I’m with the other one, so
right now I don’t know what to do with both of them being gone. The house is so
quiet with them away, —it’s kind of eerie. The sound of silence is making my skin crawl,
so I turned up the volume on the TV just for ambience noise… lol
Is this how life will be when they’re off to
college? If it is, I’m going to go crazy. I can’t take the silence! You would think I’d
be enjoying this leisure time, but not me —I’m pretty bored!!
The house is clean, and I have nothing else to
do. I already wasted enough time on Facebook. I would play with my dogs but all
they do is sleep, so they’re no fun. I guess I could use some ME time, but then
what? I would take a nap and catch up
with my sleep, but I’m not tired. I
thought of going to the outlet mall, but then I’d end up buying stuff I don’t
really need with money I don’t have, so that’s a bust. I thought of going to
the pool, but it’s so freaking hot outside, I can feel my skin sizzling every
time I step out in the direct heat of the sun, besides I don’t want to end up
looking like Snooki. Then I figured this would be a great time to write, but
that didn’t work either, since today I’m having writer’s block, so it’s useless
trying to work on my novel. Therefore, I'm just spilling out my awkward feeling
on this blog, rambling on like an idiot. I hope that by tomorrow, I will know what to
do with the two words I’m not familiar with, “Peace and Quiet.”
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